hey guys!

so, i thankfully found the 6th book. juan hernandez will be seeing me as a sister, as he already has a girlfriend. i'm going to try to get to know Zac better, so please pray that this works, because.. .... umm, well, i tried cutting last night. with a swiss army knife thingy. but... :-S...no blood came. it was like God had thickened my skin's layering, just as he'd closed up those women's wombs in the OT (Genesis). i don't know, it's really weird. speaking of weird, it's so not cool when you bumb into an old high skool friend to find that she too is dealing with suicide. *sighs* i'm going to open up my other blog, so *smirks*, i don't know, i kinda' like this one better. i'll probably just keep the other one open. ttyl.